uncle cool

That’s me… Uncle Cool ……..  

The ambiguity works both ways..

As usual, like the most of us, Internet Messenger has been the major mean of communication throughout our restless week. Every now and then u’ll hear the “cring cring!” or “buzz!”. Yeah don’t lie to me that u never had been sent a nudge. Sometimes too many people wanna speak at the same time and i got too caught up with the multiple windows that ignoring the person next to me who’s talking painstakingly under the assumption that i was listening was best i could do. well i was to be blamed though for nodding and smiling on the jokes made by the other end of the line. But this is not the point that i’m gonna march thru.. let’s see.. apa aku nk cakap eh..

oh yeh…

IM is also one a good way to share files. though for the best of us the connection is rather lag due to the constrict bandwidth controlled by the all-the-jealous administrator of our beloved college. ok lets leave that beside…

SCENE

i got this friend of mine.. all the sudden trying to send me this cool song from Damien Rice. of course u have the right to click cancel.. and i did.. not because i don’t like it but just because i already have the file.

then come the time when i have another cool mp3 to let other ppl to listen… what’s the name of the band u say? ouh.. i forgot. they’re just too many. could be the killers or perhaps rob timberlake-thomas new single. yeah i listen to lotsa crappy stuff now. it’s fun. well sometimes the sold out artists need to be heard. and so i dragged the file to the messaging window and guess what happen for the next few seconds.. she canceled it…. !!!!

“asal ko cancel weih… accept ah”
“eleh.. aku dah ade ah..”
‘eleh’… why ‘eleh’..? damn woman..
PROBLEM

ok now.. altho small i do felt a lil sickening in the stomach. it’s like u wanna share something u think worth sharing but the other end don’t seems to appreciate ur intention.

ANALYSIS

it all comes down to the person’s real intention and whats going on on their mind. so let’s nail this down by listing all possible explanations of the ambiguous situation.

Sender:

1. “hey this stuff is awesome.. you should listen to it”

2. ” just thought that i could share this so i can get u into bed… i mean room.. eh, i mean hotel.. no, i mean .. errr get u into listening…”

2. “i want to brainwash you with what i have.. so click it!”

3. “dude.. i’m gonna be the first to let u have this and u should be proud to be my friend. u’re soo gonna thank me later.”

4. “dude, i’m so cool that i have so much cool stuff. why don’t u click that ‘accept’ and see how interesting and source-master i can be.

Receiver:

1.” oh i feel so needed. he wants to share stuff with me…”

2. “thanks man.. but i already have it.”

3. “oh he is so generous “

3. “damn byk betul koleksi die. aku mana bole kalah. baik aku ckp aku dah ade….”

4. “eh, since when u’re so good to me, thanks for the stuff man…”

5. “shit, this is just one of his way to screw me with his stupid music. who does he think he is, trend setter?”

6. “sudahlah.. nak berlagak ngan apa yg ko ade…”

7. “Apa nie.. porn ker? eii tak nak ah…”

please take note that he=she=he=woman; changing the connotation won’t make a different. still, i’m sure this has happen to us. not just mp3s, it can be pictures, link to the hottest scary boo site (yang kasi terkejut kejut tuh) movies etc, the stuff that we love to share including the illegal ones. and i mean the illegalx ones. if u dont believe me. try sending over a short movie u took on ur summer vacation in paris. “alahai.. nih apa nih… paris paris nih. melambak lah kat kazaa..”

so which thinking-type are you? some may be envious while some can be truthful and some can be apprehensive. i don’t have the right answer for any argument u would come out of ur blabber mouth. the situation is legit nevertheless small. but think about it genially, if u dig deeper, deeper than ur middle finger up thru ur nose, the judgment u make defines YOU. no matter what and where the circumstances are, what ever u do next, please think of all the possible best steps that YOU WANT so that it CHARACTERIZES YOU. it is simple to wrap a thread around a wire yet it comes in plenty different ways with many complicated meanings.

good intentions are always misinterpreted. bad causal sometimes are not clearly determined. so think about it my friend. it takes more than just common sense. think! the brain is there not just for physics 112. use it for our interpersonal skills, it’ll help a lot.. in the end, again it comes to our good or bad intention. i’m sure u’re not gonna choose the latter…

thanks for reading. -manizlo-

the Discharged

Today my dad got discharged from the hospital without details explanation of his condition. One reason I am so mad with the doctor is his physiotherapy appointment is on Sunday and what the hell she discharged my dad on Saturday. Is she assumed that he will come back tomorrow ?? only his right side of body functional and still need lot of supports to walk. damn.. this is stupid.. didn’t she know the schedule ? well.. it is not a private hospital where we bill them 1k per day at least. It is just RM5 a day for this first class hospital…. *sigh*

myPenang Fren’s dinner

Peja.. she’s lovely.. but…
sorry kat abg yg bawak sotong, aku blah before hang mai jamu meja kami…

myDAD

**tut tut .. sms berbunyik.. waktu tu aku kat umah Zaidi betolkan alarm WAJA aku.. ” abah kena masuk wad sungai petani ” .. suddenly all became blue.. aku runsing.. tak tau nk buat apa .. terus call my sister.. ckpnya biasa ja masuk sbb darah tinggi tp bila tanya2 lagi, adik ckp .. mulut abah herot sket.. that time.. lagi lar pikiran aku tak betul.. what the hell im doing here.. i suppose to go back now now now gak… at soon as i hearn that ‘ herot ‘ word, i knew that my dad getting STROKE .. so i decided to go back that night.. i left KL at 8.. arrived SP at 1045.. imagine how fast i was.. standard drive biasa pun 4jam lebey sket.. time tu ape yg aku pk was my dad.. is he OK ? or NOT OK ? .. kalo ada lembu depan tu, mmg terkorban lagi lar haha.. that time also hujan agak lebat gak.. so dah sampai tu, terus aku ke hospital sultan abdul halim.. mmg gempak hospital tu as hospital krajaan yg bertapak di bumi sungei petani.. wad 8 – 1 – 4 … pergh.. first class babe. first class.. tp tu bukan yg sebest mana bila aku tengok condition abah aku.. lumpuh sebelah body.. how do u feel that?  tell me ? sekeras2 hati aku pun , nangis gak aku mlm tu pas aku blah dari wad n while smoking at the parking lot.. what’s is going on here.. world up side down rasanya.. with the last episode, plus this new episode.. damn.. dugaan Allah mmg tak dijangkakan.. that y dlm cite greys anatomy dia ckp ” the expected just the begining , but the unexpected changes our life ” ..  tp semua itu satu rahmat .. ada hikmah disebalik kejadiannya .. kadang2 manusia alpa dengan kebendaan, kelebihan , kedarjatan.. mereka lupa akan hari kesusahan ,kesakitan , kehilangan.. apabila berlaku, by  sudden it switch on these all though .. apa2pun , aku reda dengan apa yg berlaku n mungkin ini satu dugaan dan dapat beri aku ketabahan untuk menempuh kehidupan ini dengan lebeh berjaga2 dan beringat selalu kepadaNYA. 

myXmas…

aku rindu Xmas kat Columbus n Little Italy.. kenangan Xmas with the gengs kat Little Italy mmg lawak.. sambil layan high layan cita Love Actually.. damn.. so gay that time… layan cita chick flick padahal semua jantan2 teloq2 yg gersang tadak awek nk melayan mlm tu.. hahaha.. to all yg sambut Xmas.. merry Xmas to all..  jgn korang mabuk n lupa yg korang raya dah.. 

 yg kat blakang skali tu si dollah.. nampak macam yg org nk g merompak ..  

myAidiladha

Tahun ni aku raya ngan Azad n Fahmie.. aku tak balik kampung sbb depa tamo balik.. depa kata duduk KL ngan SP sama ja.. tadak progression pun bagi depa.. tidoq jaa nanti. haha.. to all Salam Raya AidilAdha… jom korbankan lembu2 yg duk ada lagi…

Between 3 letters

Bro  ::   Bru   :: Man

Brings out three contrastive interpretation to me. 
Bro for my friends
Bru for my close friends
Man just a stranger  

myWedding Photoshoot

mySP clan Anne Cikgu Leen myBru Badshah
Linda RafarmyFren’s sister Rayhan

myQuote

All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter another.  ~Anatole France~